If I was who I want to be - I'd do yoga twice a week, I'd take a dance class a few times a month... I'd write precisely and concretely about my thoughts and feelings, and I would also create compelling characters. I would get paints and paint murals of brilliant colors and shapes... I would learn Flash... I would take a class maybe in Web Design, so that my work is less simplistic... but then I would get back to my simplistic primitivism, after learning how to do stylish stream-linedness, because that is my true self. I would write fairy tales about strong-willed princesses going on quests to save the world from evil. I would strip naked and dance around my apartment and stretch to the beat of the drum of my pulse. I would climb ladders fearlessly and hang glittery tapestries to flow from the ceiling down my walls to my bed. I would cut my hair whenever I felt like it with big red scissors. I would sing in the shower, and out. I would practice playing the guitar everyday. I would imitate the flower and bloom every morning to welcome the new day. I would never hold my breath. I would buy more plants, maybe a cactus or two. I would learn to do a hand-stand, i really want to... I wouldn't stress about things I can't change. I would focus on changing what I can. I would give change to people who ask for it. I would smile more. I would play, by myself and with other people. I would build castles out of nothing and tear them down riding a giant bulldozer. I would finally finish reading "Atlas Shrugged" - its a good book, but slow going... I'm determined to read it all the way through. I would twist and shout. I would buy a computer (laptop?), maybe a small desk and a comfy armchair for my room. I would climb things other than walls. I would grit my teeth is joyful frustration. I would lick lollipops and hold on to big bunches of balloons, while wearing a smart little hat and a pouffy pink dress.
...oh, wait. i already do some of those things.

there is only this life. regrets are meaningless. There's no guarantee of tomorrow - so you might as well do whatever the fuck you want. Say it, yell it, break it, make it!