its strange, this mixture of envy and attraction... I want to be you... I want to be WITH you. confusing in my head.

me--
be happy for me, not because of someone or something
that deigns to rain its sunshine onto me.
be contented within this castle of my little body
and not diggin on someone else's.
strive for the peace and harmony within
which are mine to hold and mold each day.
to discover the beauty, truth, and love of me
through me,
not through another...
...not through you.