I could be here more often... If you want, I can be here every day and every night - he says.
You're my psychologist, he says. I don't think I'm qualified.
We don't know each other that well, I remind him. Then we proceed to recall funny anecdotes from the past.
Exciting, he says. More exciting than anything in a long time. I don't know what to believe.
You make me nervous, I giggle, its nervous laughter. Yeah.
The weekend in Vermont, next month. That's gonna be interesting. A big fun group - the two of us. All this awkward nervous energy. But we might not even like each other after we go out a couple of times, that's what I say. I think his look is quizzical, but he isn't going to argue with me.
It made me happy, he says. But its not conclusive since we were both kinda drunk, I play devil's advocate. I'm scared. I'm not sure. I don't know.
This feels like... last time. Sitting on the couch, not touching, talking in the dark.